Wednesday, June 06, 2012

PYHO: Sometimes All I Want...

It's been awhile...



Sometimes, all I want is for you to give me a hug and tell me that everything will be ok.

Sometimes, all I want is for you to kiss me just because you want to, not because you want to get something from me.

Sometimes, all I want is for you to grab my hand.

Sometimes, all I want is to be able to tell you all about my day like I used to.

Sometimes, all I want is for you to be my best friend again.

Sometimes, all I want is for you to put down your phone and put everything else aside and make ME a priority.

Sometimes, all I want is your time.

Sometimes, all I want is for you to hold me in your arms where I used to feel the safest.

Sometimes, all I want is for you to call me "baby" again.

Sometimes, all I want is to have fun and laugh with you like we used to.

Sometimes, I wish I could erase all of the hurt you have caused me.

Sometimes, all I want is for my heart to feel the way it used to.

Sometimes, all I want is for this resentment to go away.

Sometimes, all I want is to hear you say "I'm sorry".

Sometimes, I want all of these things. Other times, I just want to kick you in the nuts.

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10 comments:

ROBIN said...

love it! I would have said "PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE" but what you said is good too! Men are idiots! good luck to you....

Kimberly said...

I like how you ended that! Sending you good thoughts!

Heather Smith said...

Sometimes you just need to get it all out! Thanks for sharing!

Wayne W Smith said...

A very interesting perspective you have there.

Emmy said...

Love the ending- was quite a shock. But yep sometimes you get tired of grieving and just want to fight

Kristin said...

Sending good thoughts your way. :) Love how you ended that - cracked me up! :)

Deanna crazed said...

Thanks everyone for the kind thoughts. All of these were true, even the end! haha

Shell said...

Had to giggle at your last line!

But I hope that things get better for you two. xo

fuckstick said...

Sometimes you could have said somthing Ialways told you if something is bothering you would please let me know so o can try to fix it before you break my heart once resent to that time but me3 times all at times o felt your pain thought I had learned from past but you know you have to love that person I n the first place I never fall out of love I just fall deeper in love I thought and still believe two people can love each other told the end and beyond I guess the both need to be in love to begin with otherwise one ends up torn with his heart bleeding in hisvhands knowing that his love could never be returned by the other its lovly feeling if what don't kill you really makes you stronger I should be very strong by now

Deanna crazed said...

fuckstick: Who are you? You seem to be talking directly to me in the beginning but I'm pretty sure you are not my husband because I've TRIED talking to my husband numerous times and it was like talking to a brick wall, so I gave up. My husband never made the time for me to talk things out. ... the rest of your comment was pretty jumbled and confusing, and not sure what you were trying to say... I used to believe that love could last forever. But after a year and a half of being made to feel like a worthless piece of shit, being made to feel invisible and unimportant, and yelled at, I can plainly see HOW people can fall out of love. How could anyone love someone that way? and if my husband loved me, he wouldn't have treated me that way... my heart still hurts every day because of it but I've given up on trying to fix things because I can't do it alone.

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